05.21.07
Much Ado About Some Things
These are the jargon and burbles that sanction me as a faulty writer… but this is my blog, my own infinitesimal territory in cyberspace, and this time I will inundate it with the outflow of thoughts that involve other people - the very same thoughts that may not even matter to the selfsame people. Still… I begin…
For a supreme friend of a cured friendship. Recently you provided me with the closure and resolution that I have longed for in years of vexatious counterpoints. Thank you for preventing me from losing you forever. I am more than grateful for You, and for Time – whether it be Mayan time or Filipino.
To another woman. A man is not a seasonal fad. You cannot simply ignore him for a time and decide to “love” him again when you are less busy. Perhaps the reason that even triggered you to contact him again is not even love, but the sole realization that he may have sought refuge in another heart. He is not merely a preserved face in a frozen time as a photograph, he has feelings, too. You are an intellectual, they say. I must be so moronic since I cannot recognize any sense or comprehend how one can love that way. I do not despise you, but to understand you more, I pray.
To yet another woman. You were the exclusive person who shunned me officially. Thank you for denouncing that title. It feels wonderful to return on being un-hated.
To an individual who knows how much I love. Thank you so much.
